Last night I dram I had everything i’ve ever wanted. This morning I woke up & realized I didnt have any of those things. I know that feeling all too well, to feel like i’ve lost something i’ve never had..
“You always hurt the one you love, the one you should not hurt at all;
You always take the sweetest rose, and crush it till the petals fall;
You always break the kindest heart, with a hasty word you can’t recall;
So if I broke your heart last night, it’s because I love you most of all.”
I wish some feelings could just be ripped out of my chest, thoughts could be forgotten, and emotions avoided.
“I hate the life I was given to live” I hear her words as her heart breaks. What am i suppose to say? I hold her as she cries with nothing to say. I begin to open my mouth but no words come out. I wish, “I love you, you’re perfect in my eyes” was enough. She doesnt deserve this, this isnt fair. Shes done nothing wrong, yet is being punished.
I hold her and cry with her. Her pain is my pain. She’ll never have to go thru anything alone as long as im around. Ill protect her, Ill fight for her. I love her.
